grind.

oh no big deal i'm getting called in to read for 'hung' again. 3rd time. my agent called me this morning and was like 'what's going on with this?' and i was like 'i don't know. i guess they like me.' and she was like 'i'm gonna tell them to book you already.' and i was like 'cool'.

didn't write today. just too irritated with this leg business. i'm going to my audition and then i'm going to a free clinic (hooray for zero health insurance!) to get it checked out. i'm hoping the doc says it's fine. i've been on a major kick to get in great shape in general but mostly for the movie and my career in general so this is derailing my progress and morale. big time.

so... yeah. more auditions and writing and hopefully getting back on the bike. i leave for FL in 2 weeks for beth's birthday. it should be a good time. i wanna continue to write and work out there. it's not about getting anywhere, i'm taking it day by day, but i want to keep on this track. ugh. i'll get back on. the doctor will say the leg is fine. i'll be in the gym by 8 pm.

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i'm back.

i know i've fallen off the blogging horse. but i'm getting right back on! i also fell in a hole. i got right back up after that too, but i'm now crippled.

i had a good callback type audition today for hbo's 'hung'. it was great until the casting assoc said, 'you're SAG, right?' uummm no. shiiiit. so now i need to figure it all out. i was supposed to be sag from this thing i shot but then there is all of this BS around that and now i think i'm left without being an eligible member of the union. which bites. the big one. julie and i are forging ahead and we are gonna shoot a web series, fill out the sag paperwork, and bring sag to us. WE ARE NOT STUCK. ever. never never never.

let's see... i'm still waiting to hear further details on the josh pais project. the working title for the film is 'fantasy world'. which i kind of love :) i finished my first screenplay!!! i don't think i put that here. it's finally done and i've already moved on to the next one. haha i forget who said it but someone asked them what they favorite project was and they said the one they were working on at the time. i feel that way too. i fell in love with the characters and now i feel like i moved on somehow. hmm must figure out how to make that movie in approx 5 years. i also need to keep sending it out in the world for feedback. i'm working up the courage to send it to clark gregg and kristen johnston. hell, if i had mamet's email he'd be on the list too. it's the only way i'm going to mature as a writer and storyteller and movie maker. fuckin' scary, though.

now i'm working on another screenplay and i'm all set to do the CI weekend in 2 weeks. then i'm off to florida for a little while to visit my sister and celebrate her b-day. it's a wild world. i'm also really trying to work out like crazy because i want to be in good shape for the film. funny what things become a priority. i'm not stressed about the acting at all. i just don't wanna look fat on camera.

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