Monday, July 6, 2009

delayed reaction(s).

hey all --

so much going on. i'm writing like a banshee. i have a couple things up in the air... not sure what to do with any of it yet. it's all a bit overwhelming. basically, a couple key people have told me i have some talent at this, so i guess i'll give it a go..? now every time i watch a movie on TV i say something along the lines of 'if this bullshit movie can get made, then someone should make my movies.' i bought a book today at goodwill for $0.99. it's called 'making movies' so i think it's getting serious. 

i have an agent! i'm signing with avant artists. they are a boutique agency here in LA. it's very exciting! i just got the phone call tonight. i'm gonna sort out all of the paper work, and hopefully they will send me out for stuff starting in august. i'd love to get auditioning :) 

my reel is done! the screening is gonna be in LA around the 15th so unfortch i'm not in the city. baaaaaaaalllllzzzzzzzzzzzz. i really wish i could be there for the screening. clark is probs gonna be there and it'll be the first showing of a section of 'sevies'. anyway, it's neither here nor there - i'm here, it's there. 

i was sitting down to examine where i'm at after the first couple months out of the program. i gave myself a few goals to try to hit by next year's showcase. they are:
1.) sag card
2.) agent and/or manager 
3.) be able to pay my rent
um check check check. i don't know when it happened, but somewhere along the line, i'm starting to look more and more like the girl i thought i was gonna be on paper. i'm still not sure what kind of girl i am, but on paper - wow! i'm going somewhere. 

better get back to writing. bahhh so many ideas thoughts feelings. 
ps i have so many flirtations, it's killing me. i'm so out of my element when it comes to actual relationships with boys. sick. don't worry, dad, that's all i'm gonna say about that.

xxx

2 comments:

Unknown said...

Hey Meredith!
I love being able to follow this. You should really keep that accomplishment list somewhere visible. That's huge, what you've done so far! And I'm sure you can think of even more things to add, if you expand the limitations of what makes it onto the list. Keep at it, girl, you've made a fan out of me!
Kate (Lord) Levin

anotherLAactress said...

kate! i was looking at your wedding photos on-line, and what a beautiful wedding!!! you guys look so happy. it's so good to hear from you. i'm so glad you like my little blog :) i do what i can!