working hard.

not much to say other than i'm working hard. i'm just trying to write and work out and look for a job and a new, cheaper place. i'm going to look at this time as a vacation instead of the end of the world. i won't start panicking until the end of the summer... if i have nothing on the ball. oh man. i hope i have something on the ball. i can use this time. i can use it however i want, and right now i'm choosing to write, work out, and look for work. hmm choice is awesome. i love making choices. and not making choices. i love most things.

in other news of things i love: i'm flying out to nyc tonight! julie is driving me to the airport because she's awesome. i fly all night and then i arrive tomorrow morning. i'm so excited! i feel like i'm coming back after being gone for summer, you know? i hope i can walk away again. graduation feels exciting already and i'm still over here. i can't wait to see the city again. 

i have so many goals, and usually i beat myself up for planning instead of doing but i'm feeling like i'm doing instead of planning lately (like within the last week) and it feels natural, effortless. i better check in my flight, work out, and write some more. see you tomorrow! love you!