another day, another showcase.

last night was our 2nd and final showcase. i feel good about the overall work i did and that the others in my group did. i think we put up a strong show that we can feel proud of. even if the calls don't start rolling in, we're all getting to where we're going. i stand by what i said about a couple people not being showcased properly, but that is water under the bridge at this point. clark gregg will give those girls jobs anyway...

so i got a call from a manager yesterday who saw the show on tuesday, and an agent talked to me last night about bringing me in. nothing is for sure and who knows what will come of any of it, but so far this is where i'm at. i was telling julie that i was struggling with remembering names and she was like then write them down on this program and wrote down the name of the agent i talked to. then i was holding the program and jeff was like 'what's that?' and i was like 'oh it's so i don't forget who i talked to.' and he was like 'don buchwald?' and i was like 'yeah' and he was like 'did he talk to you?' and i was like 'yeah' and he was like 'wow that's awesome.' and he looked really impressed. i don't know why but i liked that moment a lot. it made me flutter a bit. it's like... someone saying something that they don't have to say always excites me a little. it's a moment of real. so... yeah. hopefully he'll call. and hopefully the manager will like my reel and then call me in and work with me. hopefully hopefully hope hope hope.  

okay so now i wait a bit. i'm feeling like i still have a lot going on because we have our reel day and other things happening then i'm off to nyc and orlando. i feel like i'm still "on". but i don't really want to be "off". normally i really crave downtime and i'm feeling like i could just go and go and go. better hit the gym then i'm going to a birthday party. a couple of my flirtations are there... i better dress up. xoxoxoxo