assumptions.

hey all -

i'm exhausted, so i'll keep this brief. there are a couple of people in this program who make me confront some of my least favorite qualities in a person. you know the type? like something about them bothers me, but i try to ignore it, but then they continue to bug me. yeah i think most of those people fall into a couple categories for me - inflexible people, bitter people, quick to assume people, and entitled people. i really really really hate when a person speaks about another person with authority. like, for example, this douchebag in the program who was talking a bit about me today.  uchhhhhh first off, i think he's lame. secondly, he's completely uninspiring and makes me go on autopilot. thirdly, he's inflexible, bitter, quick to assume, and entitled. bleh bleh bleh. 

on the other hand, it's important to work with people who i don't like and rise above it. for every person who sucks, there is another one who is awesome. why is it that for all the awesome teachers etc i have, i focus on the bad one that i don't mesh well with? human nature? nah i'm over it. it helps that everyone else has bad run ins with him too. it makes me think maybe it's him and not me... 

did my film throughline today. felt really good about it. surprisingly, i got a lot of compliments on how i looked on film. it was a bit unsettling at first, but then i just let them wash over me and focused on the work. it was really quick, and i can never tell if maggie really likes me or if she hates me. it could really go either way. but i had a great time. everyone said the kiss was really hot... god, the parts i didn't think anything of were the crowd pleasers! yadda yadda it's all how a person is edited in the movie anyway. half the battle is looking good on film: check. hahaha i'm so not that girl. 

wrap up: this guy's a douche, i'll do my best work regardless, who knows if maggie likes me or hates me, and true blood is the sexiest show on TV. god, i wish i was on that show.

GOOD NIGHT!