in the words of all 3 years at atlantic to describe us:
'you're going through something.' // gaby marcus.
so yeah i'm going through something. oh well. i'm back.
i'm gonna watch jason ritter and marianna palka in 'good dick'. can't wait. then maybe early(ish) to bed. i want to get a lot done tomorrow. like clean my apartment. oh man. had a good day... comedy was fun. then we got in the studio to work on our VO technique. i got pretty good feedback which is always nice. then clark said again how he likes my script when he didn't have to. that's always nice too... then what's with me? maybe i'm more afraid of success than... no i'm more afraid of failure than success. so maybe it's more like i'm scared of success more than blending in. i know in my heart and head that's not true, but sometimes i get all caught up in garbage and feel like i can't go on. i just feel like a lot of time i walk alone. i feel like at the end of the day i don't get chosen out of a line up. like i will have to work twice as hard for half as much... waaaah waaaah cry me a river. build a bridge.
hope all is well with you. i think i'm just having a little 'this isn't it' moment. i'll really experience it and move on. no point in staying away from this moment. this is it.
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You are right. This IS it. Your IT. And you've gotta feel IT down to your core...experience IT and live in your IT moment...but in the same breathe, I invite you to create a warm, loving place for yourself...and continue to create the beautiful life you are creating...I love you and am always here for you, if you ever need ANYTHING.
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