lasts.

yesterday was the last day of classes and, let's be honest, i'm scared. i'm excited to be moving on, but i'm terrified that i won't be acting anymore. it's one thing to be in school - we have required work - but out in the biz there is no required work. there is no guarantee. 

anyway i've been thinking about a lot and that usually means i've been freaking out about a lot and i've given myself the day off. i don't have to think about any of it. i had a great conversation with amelia last night and she said a lot of things she didn't have to say and that i needed to hear. oh people. oh actors. we are a strange breed.

next week, it is the showcase. i'm just gonna trust myself and say the lines. no point in stressing over things out of my control. if i get a meeting or 2, fab. if not, i think they're still hiring at the GNC in burbank...